I Showed Up

I Showed Up!

That is my passion statement.  Through this statement I promise myself that I will be present for the moment.  I will show up and do what needs to be done.

I want to show up in life.

I want to be the best wife, mother, daughter, sister, aunt I can be.

But I'm not sure I know how.  I really dislike that I second guess myself in every area of my life.  How do other people just live?  I want to be able to do that.

I want to just live.  Really live.  Take risk.  Jump out of the plane and trust the parachute will open.

Waddling Ducks

This past Sunday the preacher retold the story of the congregation of ducks who were told they could fly.  The ducks believed they could fly and in their hearts they wanted to fly.  But when it was time to depart they waddled off.

This story makes me sad because by all accounts I'm a duck waddling in life when I could be soaring.  WOW!

What are the things I need to do differently to soar?

Where is my focus?

I don't want to die and get to the other side just to see all the gifts I wasted in this life.

I'm wasting precious time.  I don't know how many more days I have ahead of me but I shouldn't continue to waste them.

God says he has a plan for me, a plan to prosper me, however I must do my part for me to get what he has for me.

Do I just make a commitment to myself to change today.  Is it just that easy.

Nothing in life is just that easy...is it?

I am a conqueror
I am a designer
I am smart
I am a thinker.
I have an opinion
I bring value to the team.
I am everything God says I am.
I am a survivor
I am fun
I know how to laugh

I already have everything I need to fly, I'm equipped with wings I just have to use them.

Commit to the change.