New Day

Wow, it's been a very long time. So much has changed and yet so much is still the same. I'm still married to my rare-commodity. He has been a constant in my life for 30+ years. That is so funny. I have been married for 30 years, only by God's grace and mercy. I don't give myself much of the credit. I would have left me a long time ago. I will use this as a new beginning in my life. Today is a new day. I have so much I need to do before the Lord calls me home. I want to document my life's journey. I've learned how to smile in the midst of struggling. I want to live an authentic life. But what does that really mean? I wonder if am I the only one who fight with the Lord. I know he wins, but I still want to let him know how I really feel about things. Why do we have to struggle? Why is there sin? What is a sin? I'm ready to figure it out.